“May you find your peace, in the strongest storms”

I thought about killing myself. I thought long and hard about it as I laid in my bed. I felt like I had enough of people taking from me but never putting in. I am emotionally drained, mentally drained. I don’t get more than 6 hours of sleep. I’m a single mother fighting to make a future for myself and my son. Honestly, I felt Like I let my son down. He did not ask to be here and I felt I cheated him out of having the best life as possible. I cried myself to sleep almost every night. But then Eliaz got sick and had a very bad fever. I was blamed for him becoming sick and I cried to him and told him sorry for letting him down. But he hugged me. He gave me kisses and fell asleep in my arms. In that moment, I felt so much better. I felt a weight lifted off me. View Post